Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Where Do I Begin?

I should have started this 5 months ago and I am kicking my tail because I am just now getting around to it. So although it won't be detailed will get the jist. Last September Mom took us (Me, Adam, Jessica, and Will) to Disney World. Little did I know when we returned how our lives would be changed forever! We got to Florida on a Sunday and by the middle of the week I was so sick. The flu had been going around and I just knew I had it. I had a fever and my body felt like it was falling apart. We stayed in the room for the rest of the trip and headed home the next Sunday. I decided I needed to see a doctor and was in his office first thing Monday morning. The doctor did some blood test and also a flu test..... everything came back fine. I was soooo confused. I came back to work on Wednesday (October 7Th.) I still wasn't feeling the best and I was so tired! Very unlike me. I went to get some lunch and just couldn't eat it. Some thoughts ran through my mind and I decided to take a pregnancy test. One of about 100 that I have taken in the past year. I had gotten many and many negatives one after the other and just new I was only going to be disappointed once again. It took no time at all and I finally, finally saw 2 lines! I started crying right away! I didn't know what to do, who to call, what to say. I just sat on the bathroom floor with this stick in my hand sobbing. I just kept telling myself it was tricking me. I had one more and decided to wait a few moments and take it. I came back to my office and again no time at all two line popped up. I called my doctor and they needed me to get to Montgomery right away for blood work. I made plans and headed up to the doctor. I called Adam just so he would know what was going on.....(not the way I was wanting to tell him) and he just sat on the other end in shock. We wanted to get the blood test back before we let the word out. I pretty much cried the whole way to Montgomery not knowing what the outcome was going to be but I knew it was in Gods hands and I had faith! I took the blood test went home and waited by the phone for the doctor to call. What a LONG wait that was! She called and Yes the words we wanted to hear YOU'RE PREGNANT! I held Adam and cried. We were then in a hurry to tell our parents. How awesome that was. They put me on home health in November. I was so sick. Still don't think some people realized how sick I actually was and still am sometimes. I know it will all be worth it in the end and all I can think about is hold my baby. We found out in January we are having a sweet baby boy. Adam was thrilled! He wasn't able to make it to the doctor with me when we found out but it was nice being able to surprise him. The time is getting closer and I am so excited! I just can't wait to meet our little one!

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